Back to where i started

some one has rightly said that history repeats it self and i am the latest example,i think....back to pune ....during these days of my relocation i went each every pressure u can think of....mental ,physical and obviously the root of all these material....sometimes the later overshadows the other two in a big manner.As for me everything had the same equal bend of worry.For me 'Money in need is money indeed' .Money loses all its charm if it doesn't comes in use at the right time and in right proportion.....
I have taken this decision of returning to pune because i want to prove myself that i have the guts to follow my dreams and not that its just a day dreaming .I don't say that i take right decisions every time but its my duty rather to prove that the decision taken was right.
The last days in gurgaon were bad on one side but there was always a joy of returning to my place...pune....At last everything felt at the right place and at the right time and i am now in pune.
Though as it may seem weird to some that i have left a job and started searching another job rather than being in it and then search.....but to those who know the reasons and are close to me know that it was decision decision out of choice and not because i didn't had one.
Playing safe is one thing but you don't have the joy that you enjoy when you risk everything you have .Because its like saving your ass or to survive and When you fight for survival - you fight the strongest. It is the strength of conviction that shall destroy any adverse percolation.
In my case i have risked everything i had to fight against one thing......the fear of not proving to me that i can achieve success even without anyone's support or help.
Well its gating late at night or rather sleepy at eyes.
so,its time to get the eyes wide shut.........gd nt
my love as always and more

HARSHESH SHUBHAM

Reposition and transition

hey fellas wt a time spent..during these days..got to see the DEEPAWALI of Delhi...its great at times and ver showman ship on the other hand.....people delivering gifts and receiving at once..so much mithai in there and what anight full of crackers.I was staying at my uncle's place and he told me that this firecracking is just 10% of what used to be 3-4 yrs.before!!!!!Hey you guys with the environment isssues what happened ???get these peoples out on the roads at once......whatever be it...but i can bet one thing that you cant have a diwali better than this......well checkin out right now...times up..take care....
HARSHESH SHUBHAM

a midnights reality

I was sleeping or rather trying to sleep.I woke up from my half sleep,suddenly took a pen and paper and there i was writing again. This introspection of my life that seems to be causing havoc nights and miserable days.......I am caught up between a looming past and a blooming future(at least this is what i think of myself)I had heard once that "LIFE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE PLANNING FOR SOMETHING"and i think am experiencing every bit of it. Due to the attention i get from my family sometimes i get irritated. And this has given birth to a REBEL within me.So caught up in this family flair that i am not able to concentrate on my dreams and plans.Well at last going to the bed again. So let me retire with the thought that those that have given me their love and affection today has not gone waste. I reciprocate it by extending my most gracious wishes to all those that have taken the trouble of extending theirs to me.

As i started getting nearer to myself i started getting farer from the other side, the outer world started seeming to me like a hoax created out of nothing.

I have completed out my graduation with flying colors.I would consider this as flying colors because i did not expected that much from my side. Well most of the people who know would rather object to it but this was me a few times back.I was so engrossed in some liquid thing that i had rather started undervaluing myself as you may say.On the contrary i started developing a certain kind of philosophy towards life. The process is still undergoing and rather it continues till the end of ones life.This phase when you start developing a kind of philosophy or ethics as some of you say is very dangerous because life moves in the fast lane. You either keep pace with what prevails, or be prepared to be run over. A stagnant creative mind is life’s biggest curse.

I have been to some rough patch and something different clinched to my side. It was rather rather mystic and over valued at some time .Sorry to all for being outside of this blog world for quit a long time . In these days i witnessed a lot of thing going inside and outside my world.

Intro

3 Ws
To start with the blogging......
well nthng cmiin 2 me at once and everything at a time .the 3Ws are the 3 essentials of a Man .Wine....Women....Wealth .very less exposure to wine(whisky is more cheaper).....no woman in life yet(so, certainly not a womaniser).....still studying(no chance of the money coming into existence)....
something appearing in the aroma somewhere dont knw wht the fcuk....ohhh its the spirit of the liquor calling at once....
signing off for now...