a midnights reality

I was sleeping or rather trying to sleep.I woke up from my half sleep,suddenly took a pen and paper and there i was writing again. This introspection of my life that seems to be causing havoc nights and miserable days.......I am caught up between a looming past and a blooming future(at least this is what i think of myself)I had heard once that "LIFE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE PLANNING FOR SOMETHING"and i think am experiencing every bit of it. Due to the attention i get from my family sometimes i get irritated. And this has given birth to a REBEL within me.So caught up in this family flair that i am not able to concentrate on my dreams and plans.Well at last going to the bed again. So let me retire with the thought that those that have given me their love and affection today has not gone waste. I reciprocate it by extending my most gracious wishes to all those that have taken the trouble of extending theirs to me.